Sometimes to miss a person this way is a good thing and to find a part of her here, some reflection of her is [a pause as Araceli considers the right word to use] I don't mind it. I can do my job better. And she knows.

[So there's that too.]

You've lived here all your life, thinking of it changing must be harder so perhaps it's the advantage some of us bring to the table by being from elsewhere. But talking would be good without other people around.